Pray for me O Holy Mother of God, that I, your Humble servant, will carry out, Your requests, with True and Unfailing Faith in You, and Your Blesséd Son, Jesus Christ.
No. 18 Doubt and Faith
My Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
On the afternoon of the 28th March 2004, during my Daily “Stations of the Cross” at the Schönstatts Outdoor location, and again at the 12th Station during the “Visual Image” that “Our Blesséd Mother” has, all throughout Lent, brought down upon me, something additional happened, over and above what I had revealed in the Message “The Agony of Christ”.
Once again in keeping with “Our Blesséd Mothers” request to open my Heart and Soul to everyone, I would like to share this additional experience with you.
This addition to the “Visual Image” began at the start of the “Visual Image” with me “Witnessing” the Roman Soldiers Mocking and Jeering “Our Blesséd Mother”, and three others, two women and a man, all of whom were at this point at the Foot of the Cross, by Sneering and Laughing at them and ‘Mockingly’ pointing at them and saying; “Look at them, there are those ‘Jesus’ people”.
On “Witnessing” and “Hearing” this, and seeing “Our Blesséd Mother” so Distraught, it totally Tore at my Heart, and I have to Ashamedly admit, that at that very moment I felt immense Anger at the Roman Soldiers for their total Insensitivity towards “Our Blesséd Mother’s” feelings, let alone total Disrespect towards Our Blesséd Lord.
After this scene, the “Visual Image” continued in exactly the same vein as I had revealed and described in the Message “The Agony of Christ”, until at the end, at which point a most extraordinary Manifestation took place, where “Our Blesséd Mother” still at the Foot of the Cross, reached out to me with Her outstretched arms, beckoning me to come to Her, and I could see myself actually entering into the “Visual Image”, approaching “Our Blesséd Mother”, although with some hesitation, and at which point I said to “Our Blesséd Mother” that “I am weak” but with Her saying to me:
“Come, My Dear Son, I will give you strength.”
Then with this, I saw myself, albeit extremely Emotional and Tearful, embracing “Our Blesséd Mother”, and all the while “Witnessing” and “Hearing” the Roman Soldiers Jeering and pointing at me shouting out, “Look, there’s another one of those ‘Jesus’ people.”
My Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ, I can’t begin to tell you, how much, this “New” Dimension to this Divine Manifestation of the “Visual Image”, that took place today, where I myself became a “Part” of the “Visual Image”, had impacted on me, as It was incredibly Awe inspiring, and in a certain way, quite Unnerving, as well as quite Puzzling for me.
However, later on in the evening, during my “Bush” exercises, “Our Blesséd Mother” “Came” to me with a “Personal” Message, which once again in keeping with “Our Blesséd Mothers” request for me to open my Heart and Soul to everyone, I would like to share with all of you.
This is what She said;
“Today My Dear Son, I ‘Invited’ you into My arms, during your ‘Devotion’ to My Belovéd Son on the ‘Road to Calvary’, and you eventually came to Me, after I, your Heavenly Mother, gave you assurance that I will give you Strength.
Even though you may not have been totally aware of it, but, as a result of yesterday’s events, Satan created in you, ‘Doubt’, and therefore your own ‘Faith’ in Me, your Heavenly Mother, had been put to the test.
It was for this reason, that I ‘Invited’ you, for the first time, Directly and Actively into the ‘Visual Image’, so that I could Give you the Heavenly Assurance, that I will always be there for you, to Give you the necessary Strength, to cope with these ‘Doubts’, that Satan instils in your Heart and Soul, and in order to help you to ‘Strengthen’ your ‘Faith’ in Me, your Heavenly Mother.
My Dear Son, your ‘Faith’ in Me, will be put to the test many, many more times during your Mission as My Messenger, and whenever this happens, I, your Heavenly Mother, ask of you, to Walk the ‘Road to Calvary’ on those very days, and at the 12th Station during the ‘Visual Image’, I will beckon you into My arms, as I had done today, and I will give you the Strength to overcome this challenge from Satan, as I did for you today.
Also My Dear Son, I am ‘Inviting’ you today, to Walk the ‘Road to Calvary’, each and every Friday, after this Lent, and this, through My Belovéd Son, Jesus, I ‘Invite’ you, to carry out, for ‘The Rest of your Life’.
This ‘Invitation’ to you, I your Heavenly Mother, through My Belovéd Son, Jesus, ‘Invite’ you to carry out with total ‘Love, Faith and Humility’ and with ‘Loving Obedience’ to My Belovéd Son, your Heavenly Brother and Saviour.
It is so important to My Belovéd Son, Jesus, and I your Heavenly Mother, that you My Dear Son, share in the joint ‘Grief’ of My Belovéd Son, Jesus and I, all throughout your life, in order that you can gain a more intimate understanding of the importance of My Belovéd Son’s ‘Sacrifice’, that He made to ‘All’ of mankind and for ‘All’ of their Sins.
My Dear Son, the time has also come for Me to let you know, that every day you have Walked the ‘Road to Calvary’ this Lent, and every day that you Walk the ‘Road to Calvary’ for the rest of this Lent, and for ‘The Rest of your Life’, as I have just ‘Invited’ you to do, for each of these ‘Stations of the Cross’, one of your Brothers and Sisters in Christ, will be ensured ‘Eternal Salvation’ at the end of their Journey in this life on earth.
In addition to this, on those days, during this Lent, when even though it was very difficult for you to have carried out My request of you for the ‘Daily Stations of the Cross’, you did nevertheless carry out My request, in spite of the difficulties that you were facing on those particular days; for those ‘Stations of the Cross’, the Person that will reach ‘Eternal Salvation’ as a result of your Personal ‘Sacrifice’, in carrying out My request, will be a ‘Rogue’ Priest.
You will know how many days this relates to, therefore you will know how many ‘Rogue’ Priests will reach their ‘Eternal Salvation’, as a result of your ‘Sacrifice’.
The time has also come for Me to let you know that each and every ‘Rosary’ that you have ‘Offered’ up over the years and each and every ‘Rosary’ that you ‘Offer’ up in the Future, has resulted, for the Past ‘Rosaries’, and will result for the Present and Future ‘Rosaries’, the lifting up of one ‘Soul’ from Purgatory, to Heaven.
It is therefore Vitally important for you, My Dear Son, to continue to ‘Offer’ up as many ‘Rosaries’, that you can, each and every day, and this also for ‘The Rest of your Life’, in order to lift as many ‘Souls’ as possible up to Heaven, whilst you are still Journeying through your own life on earth.
My Dear Son, this request also comes from My Belovéd Son, Jesus, and He asks of you, to continue to be ‘Obedient’ to ‘His’ requests, and to continue to place your ‘Faith’ and ‘Trust’ in Me, your Heavenly Mother, as you have been doing, in the past.”
With this “Our Blesséd Mother” momentarily left me to once again Meditate and Ponder, on this latest Revelation and Request.
I pray, O Holy Mother of God, that those who choose to Read or Hear Your Messages, will receive them with Your Blessings, and that their Heart’s too, will be filled with Your Graces and Love.